Being bigger than my Anxieties

In this blog I will be talking more about both mental health and my most recent update on my journey. I hope that those of you who read my blog on a regular basis enjoy this post and stay tuned for more in the future.

I have noticed in the recents months that my anxiety has both gotten better and worse. Depending on the scenario and who I am surrounding myself with it becomes less noticeable. For example when I am at work, or church I feel at peace and I feel the sense of structure and involvement and purpose however when I have too much free time and breaks during the week I loose my self in my thoughts and it starts ti tank e negative toll on my mood and anxiety.

Ever since my car accident I have struggled with the thought of LIFE, which seems vague but when I have a couple hours of nothing, and my mind starts to wonder it can become a concern. I have also really struggle with anxiety when driving, more so about other people driving.

I have since then been working 7 days a week 3-5 hours a day if not more, and it has been the best decision ever. I get to use the swimming pool, the exercise equipment and I have found that on days I may struggle with mood, I will go for a swim and it resets my mood, and prepares me for a great day at work. I am also working on my Real Estate class hours to obtain my Real Estate license and I plan on being a transaction coordinator on the side of my YMCA job.

Im also starting to get involve in Newlife Youth as a leader, and I currently work at the YMCA as a late nite staff on Fridays and Saturday nights. I work with both middle schoolers and high schoolers as a mentor and someone they can come too whenever they need a person to talk to.

Ie feel like I have found my purpose and my calling, which is too work with young kids and teenagers to help achieve their goals, and to shape them into people loving, positive and talented individuals who will soon lead the way in their schools and or community. I feel empowered when get to be apart of this in anyway, shape or form and I hope that others do as well.

WELP…. That is it for this blog and I hope you were able to follow along with my ADD brain and if you liked it hit the follow button in the bottom right-hand corner of your screen and stay tuned for my next blog coming soon. Thank you!